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Well the day has come to find out if I’ve inherited Motor Neurone Disease. I’m full of cold, have earache and had a night filled with sad dreams.
Be that as it may I am going to choose happiness. I am going to focus on the joy that is my family, my friends, my work, my life. I am blessed in every aspect of my life. I thank God for all I have and whatever news it is I will keep my eyes fixed on him x

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  1. Susie Viles9 November 2017 at 01:43

    I hope everything goes well for you ..... my thoughts & prayers are with you
    Take care, Susie xx

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  2. Anonymous9 November 2017 at 04:09

    Thinking of you lovely xx

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