Acceptance
Over the last two months I have slowly started to feel more peaceful everyday. Acceptance has started and I am getting my head round the emotions that have come with a terminally ill parent and the knowledge of having inherited the gene that is at fault. This acceptance and feeling of peace has come with building my relationship with God. I always sat in church feeling 'sorted' never really feeling like I was in need of anything more. Often the pastor would speak about going forward in faith, growing in relationship etc but I couldn't relate. I couldn't see how or why. I suppose I was stagnant. I had stopped praying. I had stopped reading my bible. No wonder I wasn't getting excited, I had forgotten the joy of growing in faith and having a meaningful relationship with God. This growth has come from several places.... Being involved in the children's work at church and being paired up with a very down to earth, kind but most importantly very faithful guy. H...